6 MONTHS POST-OP - PARTNERSHIP N GAY SEX

Right, so am back after a short period of standby - living - after several months away and separated from my present partner since pre-op last year -

Not sure how we managed that one but fact is that we've stuck together , regardless of the distance and unplanned events, added to the surgery that came after and w/th which I definitely needed to deal by myself.

I'd invited him on the 2nd week of my stay in belgrade, on immediate post-op mode, and he was awesome taking it all in , got to meet Miro and her assistant, and even helped to change donor site's bandages - We'd lived and travel together prior to the surgery but I was finding it really difficult to actually share the same space , considering the distance I'd already taken from my body long before i met him. I made a point not putting that aspect of myself too central as long as we were together but had to give it a break at one point so i could focus and deal w/th my own physical issues without the pressure or daily effort that comes w/th keeping up a close partnership.

There is no major difference in the way we relate to each other now that I've had phallo, except maybe that I can now appreciate the idea of sharing the same space, and that i can wake up with the tranquille reassurance of having achieved what had become the number one priority in my life.

Change of genitalia is a relief and has definitely lifted dysphoria - the anxiety and the anger that comes w/th it.

Sex is possible to a certain extent - remembering that I'm only first stage post-op and that insertion of an erectile implant should definitely heighten up the way I can use my new junk;

There is not so much sensation along the penis, it is more like a mental satisfaction as well as the shape and volume that comes into play -

However my partner managed to make it quite alive and slightly rigid, more than i would have expected at that stage of the surgery, flacidity does vary to a different level, and, hot water (like after a soak in a bath..) seems to make it firmer too - 

Penetrative gay sex is not so much conceivable right now, I feel quite keen on waiting for further intervention, 
Oral...well depends on guys, will wait for glanplasty for this one too.